I dont know whats wrong with me. Ive been flipping out on everyone in sight&i just dont feel happy anymore. ever. im not used to being lonley, thats might what of caused it i guess.I dont understand why im like this& its weird cause im only like this when im sober. When im high i feel fine, but i dont wanna rely on weed  and other shit to make me happy anymore. i dont kow how to change from this state.im tired of wearing a fake smile every single day and im tired of pretending to be happy for everyone elses sake. i dont want to live this way anymore.i dont know how much longer i can take this..